So, haven't been posting in a while.  Lets see, so I had a metrorail "stalker" guy, whoI went out with a couple times, but that didn't really go anywhere because he's like 9 years older than me (a tad freaky if i do say so myself) and all he was interested in was sex.  I'm sorry, but if you just want sex, then you get a hooker.  Not to mention, he's really not my type. 

Then I went out for new years, and there was this really cute guy, and hey, he's actually the same age as me.  But I had a bit of a rough night - had to leave early, and he ended up being all over my roommate, Kristina.  She told me the next day that she didn't think he was all that good looking, and that she didn't really like him that much.  Not to mention she is supposedly kinda seeing this other guy from her school, and she has a crush on her co-worker.  Kristina's friend (Lyndsey came down for new years too, and ended up hooking up with the roommate of the guy I think is really good looking (and they happen to be friends with Krsitina's co-worker).  So Kristina was going on about how this is typical Lyndsey and that she is interested in any guy that's interested in her.  Only Kristina does it too.  She's currently going out on a date with the guy her friend hooked up with, some other girl, and the guy she already claims is not that good looking and isn't interested in, only now because he's asking her out on this date she's interested in him.  She is like hogging 3 count 'em THREE different good looking guys who are all normal, non-stalkerish, our aged guys, and I can't even get a single date with ONE cute, guy that I like.  WTF!  What a hypocrite.  I am so fucking pissed off.

My phone is in hopsice care. It has been a long steady decline. It barely works. I can still call, but it really doesn't do anything else. I can't even see what numbers I'm calling, or who's calling me. The stupid displays are gone. Soon it won't ring either I bet. I can't wait until my plan runs out and I can get a new phone!!!

oh god. I love Quenton Cassidy. I love John L. Parker, Jr. even more for writing the best book ever Once A Runner. I started re-reading this book on my way to work every morning. Makes the metro ride less boring. I got inspired, so today I ended my running hiatus and went out for a nice comfortable 30 minute run. I can't begin to describe how good it felt to run again. The running into the wind, the side stitches and cramps, the burning in my legs. Okay, so my legs didn't burn because I ran embarrassingly slow. At least no one knows me in Washington yet. :) The best part was running because I wanted to. Not because I had to.  Not for competition, not to make mileage, just because I wanted to.  I smiled the whole way.  Grinning like an idiot.  I'm sure people thought I was a tad insane.  And I was even able to go faster than "Glacial", which was just absolutely brilliant.  This is going to havae to become a routine thing again though.  I missed it sooooooooo much.

Someday (sooner now that I'm running again) I'm going to want to be competitive again.  Hopefully by the time indoor season kicks off I'll be able to step on a track and not embarrass myself too much.  Or even hop in a 5k and win some prize money.  Its a shame really that the NCAA has this rule where you can't take prize money while you're still competing in college.  I would have done a lot more road races otherwise.  And its even sadder that now I CAN take money and I've gone and gotten myself all out of shape.  Moron that I am.  Atleast I'm still at my racing weight.  And that's something.  I just have to get in shape - toning up again.  None of this weight loss crap which would require running and eating less that I do now.  (I never stopped eating the massive quantities I consumed while in competition).  So indoor starts beginning of December.  I got a month.  Should be interesting. :)

so i decided i wanted to upgrade to a "plus account".  I don't see what's so "plus" about it.  The ads are messing up my layout, and I haven't the foggiest clue on how to fix it.  Or how to use different user pics for different posts.  If someone knows how to fix it, and could help me, I would be eternally  in your debt. thanks!

jointly stolen from lust_faeri and enamours_boy

If you're female mark all those that apply to you and post as "Girl Confessions".
If you're a guy do the same and post as "Guy Confessions".
REMEMBER TO DELETE THE OTHER PERSONS ANSWERS!!!

enamours_boy I'm stealing another one of these from you! :) I needed something to destress from work.
You have to be very honest with the questions. All answers MUST be based on the answers ONE WORD ONLY!

So I don't want to go make my lunch for work tomorrow.....sooooooo heres a meme I commandeered from enamours_boy


1. You can only say YES or NO.
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you / comments and asks!
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So I should have posted this a while ago.....but I didn't have internet, and I was so excited about having internet yesterday that I forgot....until now.

So I was getting ready for work a couple weeks ago, and I looked out the window and it was raining. Brilliant. I don't have an umbrella. So I'm standing out in the rain at the bus stop with my raincoat on, but my face and pants are still getting soaked. Then this nice lady who's waiting for the bus with her two kids and their two umbrellas looks at me and gives me an extra umbrella to use. And it was a little kiddie Harry Potter umbrella, which entirely made my day!

So that wasn't so exciting now that I've acutally wrote it down, but it was a very high point to an otherwise cold, rain soaked, crabby monkey day.

So I took this job at the NIH, which required me to move down to DC from my lovely upstate NY town. Which is all fine and good. Then there was the problem of how to get all my stuff down here, which my family solved by coming to visit and bringing all my crapola with them. Then there was there was that big ugly word of "utilities". Fortunately I scored a wicked nice apartment. My elevators have marble flooring, that's how nice we're talking here. My rent covers gas, electric, water (hot and cold) and we get cable with our condo fees. SWEET! But there was no internet. How sad. Okay, I can fix that. *calls up cable company* Okay! I have an appointment to get cable internet. Granted I have to take off from work, but no biggie. Until they don't show up!! So.....*calls cable company to complain* Okay, someone is coming the next evening. *leaves work early* no one came. How sad. *calls cable company again to complain* someone coming in two days. I can live with that. NOPE. No one came AGAIN. But they finally came. Four appointments and 15+ hours of work missed later I have internet..... and it's free for 2 months!! Now I'm happy again. I can finally stop watching hour of tv, get my compter upgraded and waste countless of hours reading and discussing HP slash, of which I have been horrifically deprived of for over a month and a half. Sometimes I wonder what I did before there was HP fanfiction and before I found slash and H/D, but somehow I survived. Somehow I survived without contact with others who love slash too. May it never happen again. *shakes fist at cable company*

Well, lets see....i suppose i'll make another post. mainly i just don't want to be packing. why don't i want to be packing you say? well that's simple. packing sucks. why am i packing? because i have to have my sorry lil butt down in dc by sunday to start work on monday. that's right, i'm working now. in a cognitive psychology research lab at the nih.

So I'm wicked bored and I can't sleep. And it's 4:09 AM.....so I decided that since I have this live journal thingy I might as well actually post in it. So this is me posting in my livejournal. Let's see.....I'm bored and wide awake. I should be searching roommates.com for someone to live with since I have to move to MD soon to start my new job at NIH :) but obviously I'm not, instead I'm posting here. I'm pretty excited though because things are finally starting to fall into place (aside from the fact that I'll be homeless in MD in a few short weeks). haha. I don't really know what else to write here. I don't think anyone actually even reads this anyways. I'm gonna stop babbling on now and try to fall asleep.

So i got this live journal thingy, and i don't know why really, i'm probably not going to use it much, i do all my entrys on myspace, since i got that first, thats just me though. i am not even going to bother looking for people i know here, and if you want to know more ask for my myspace link.

um, i'm a runner, i love wwe, and harry potter, and this will probably be my only post on livejournal ever.